some days i wonder, that if I just disappeared randomly just without notice for a week..would you even notice? i really feel like just disappearing, just to get away from it all, everything thats going on, every thought that goes through my head and the endless stream of 'emotions'. Just leave everything behind for a week and have noone know. Would anyone care?

the hobbit soundtrack sounds so good :D <-- clearly going through another one of those phases...but who cares? My ears are in heaven :)

..quiet on the outside, imploding on the inside.

farewell 2012

A small reflection...in the past year, I can say a lot has happened, i'm out of high school, hsc, etcetcetc and the people around me have changed, the people around me have changed, and we survived the mayan apocalypse.

One of which was a 'rediscovered' friendship (and more)..you've become someone really dear and although we are going through a rough patch, I hope we'll push through it.. afterall, good things don't always come easily right?

and to my other friends, I've grown closer to some of  you which is really nice and i see a new side to you, others have been really close all along, especially the carlo-west crew :) 2 graduations together and 8-10years of schooling together and 6 years of some of my most memorable bus trips (honestly i miss catching the school bus just because it was so much fun -chendon included). and i guess there are a few of you who i've grown distant to nowadays, we can talk but i guess with everything around we just don't find the time to but I'm sure we'll bump into one another someday in uni and we can catch up  :D and to the new friends I made this year, I think you guys are part of one of my biggest regrets - to not have known you all better earlier.

i guess i realy just dedicated this post to the friends around me xD I dont have much to say but yeaa, HAPPY NEW YEAR :)