tired

seep late, wake late...should mean i'm kinda getting more hours of sleep than i have ever gotten...but idk why i'm still tired all the time. anyway its very weird posting these days, cos idk...i've gotten used to tumblr so much now and i guess sometmes a picture tells a thousand words haha xD I'm actually pretty glad not many people (if any) read my blog these days :) at least i can ramble and noone will know :P oh well...rambling done for today..in this really ceeeebs mood :(

Hobbit

The Hobbit was gooooood :D
no spoilers.
and omg Amazing Spiderman comics are finishing :( forever. :( oh wells I shall go buy the last issue (and yes natasha I'm going to buy just the last 3 issues!)
hmm...cant wait for next hobbit film and all the DC ones that are coming and flight and les miserables and ermagerd too many movies to watch. :( going to be broke before holidays are even over ><"

zuru zuru zuru zuru

I guess this is one of those less cheery posts...like those countless pictures dispersed my small moments of happiness on tumblr haha and thanks to the few people who've asked about me and kept me alive :) I wont name since some of you are 'anonymous'..but truly thanks for noticing :)
zuru zuru zuru zuru - i dont think many of you would know where this comes from or what movie I directly quote from...but much of my days can be described with it...the same things in and out of my head, the constant sleeping napping in the afternoon/evening to try and clear my head. I dont know what to think anymore, its always the same questions and thought, kinda really pestering nowadays..and I guess I am to blame but I'm trying and failing quite hard and I just have no idea what to do, think or say anymore, maybe its time to start digging deeper or maybe its just time to make a hard decision.

*if you're still searching..zuru zuru is the japanese onomatopoeia for dragging

Christmas

So the other night, we went to Carols in the Domain and it was quite a worthwhile experience despite it being hot and humid and having to wait for over 6 hours because we had to keep seats :) but it was fun! and a very different experience to what we watch on tv every year. The people (me included) actually sang and danced to the wiggles (and omg...last ever original wiggles D':) and now I have added to my wishlist... to go to a Christmas service at a large cathedral, I want to experience the atmosphere :P but yes, other than that I dont think I'm doing anything incredibly special...

well it been another year since i last posted haha

so much has happened since, and I've survived the hsc (barely)..and then there was the so called mayan apocalype. I was slowly going to work my way through 2012 but I decided there was just too much to post haha. Its been a long while since I've blogged, maybe its because I'm always on tumblr and I have somehow turned that into a photo-blog which often reflects what I want to say anyway and there are the occasional text posts...
but nonetheless, I'll try blogging again since I am quite bored :( and because a good friend of mine ;) has been asking me to start blogging since like forever :P