variety night

more like vocal night but oh well... it was ok, to me it felt like a night with way too many performances crammed in, not that many were great so it was quite dreary for most parts... but when there were good performances, they were quite smashing =D and band was pretty crap (as always) but I had to go after I skipped playing at prefect induction which resulted in getting threatened with having my 'head ripped into pieces' so yhh... yr12 finale was pretty good but some things could have been better but hey I shan't complain cos thats gunna be me in 12 months =( ohh, and good job sound team..for using 2 faulty mikes =) and uhmms, idk...it was a nice night since I got to have a nice chat to some old friends =) and spent the second half talking to another particular...it was a nice distraction from all the things on my mind.

and to those around me, things have happened and I apologise for being so snappy, moody, ignorant, and whatnot to you. I have a lot on my mind and I guess its just this accumulation of things that I dont say, that has crushed me slowly until recently when I just couldn't handle it and collapsed...its gunna take a while but I'll get to sort my mind out and be up on my feet soon. and thanks to those who know what's going on and putting up with me.. I'll make it up to all of you in the near future.

anyways, I shall stop dwelling on such thoughts, try and use the remaining days I have left to study where possible...