you.

some days, I just really hate how I live under the same roof as you do...I dont need you to frikkin tell to me what to do every single minute of my life..nor do I need you to tell me what I did, I know when I took a nap, ok? believe it or not, I'm actually a conscious person with my own mind and intellect. so maybe its time you stopped treating me so selfishly..cos all you ever do I care about yourself... its the exact personality my tutor talked with me about some day in my distant memory...i had hopes you werent like that, but every time you open that mouth, it only seems more apparent that you are that kind of person...when you tell me off for the most stupid things and I ignore you, have you ever thought how you hurt others feelings rather than thinking of your own...like every when I stayed up late to finish work and assignments, those following mornings are always the same..i wake up to be confronted by you, scolding me for staying up, telling me that I deserve being tired..have you even thought of asking about me? whether I got any sleep? or if I even got to finish what I was doing? no, seeing who you are, I don't think it even crossed your mind...
when I can, i go around helping people, at times sacrificing my own opportunities, hoping that one day you will change but as time goes by, I see more of your heart-less nature...antisocial, crititical, disapproving, ungrateful...is that who you really are? you do not realise how often I tell lies, lies about you, lies about who I like you to be, lies to say im fine after being shattered by you, lies of my tiredness when in actual fact ive been crying, lies about who you really are..mb, its time I stopped hiding you..and let the world see who you really are...