Angry yet Scared but also Happy

Hello everyone,

Ok let me explain, I am angry at my parents who are completely controlling what I should choose for electives. Its really pissing me off cos all along i wanted to put down PASS and Music. BUT NO!! I have to do some thing "academic". Even during the first selection, they were like 'do commerce and...' ARGH stupid. I hate Asian parents. And if Smith was right about us choosing subjects, then WHY THE HECK is the a friggin parent's signature? I wasted most of my weekend trying to convince my mum to let me change to Music but no she says i have to drop PASS for that. GEEEZ! This sucks. And last night when i asked really nicely she simply blasted at me. DARGGHH. I stormed off into my rom fuming. And oh, my mum had spent the whole weekend saying how hard music was, trying to discourage me, and basically saying how "academic" it was. And then last night she goes Music is a "practical" subject. GEEZ!! And they're like "you're not musically talented" and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah... on and on and on. And then earlier today she asked my piano teacher if i should do it. And FINALLY, my first adult supporter (cos all these other parents my mum asked all said not to do music, curse them those bloody bastards!). Hm... so i hope my Piano teacher makes a big impact.

Next...

Scared? Why am i scared eh? Well... I'm getting two teeth extracted tomorrow and i'm just naturally scared and i can't think of the unbearable pain! LOL! Ok i can't be bothered to write on this topic!

So, Next...

Happy and Angry don't go together, right? Well... my happyness was about yesterday! Cos yesterday, i went to the 2008 State Relay Championships and competed in the mixed 4x400m relay (yes, everyone runs 400m), George went too! Okay to you people who don't do athletic, the 400m is one of the hardest events even though it is quite short (1 lap of the athletics field). Why? Well... Its because its not a short distance where you can sprint and not a long distance where you can pace out! A 400m is a challenge to even professional athletes today. It has turned more into a sprint but in order to sprint the whole thing, you need an extremely high level of lactic-intolerance or you could collapse during the race or right after the race. Enough of explanations! Why i'm happy is beacuse I'm am now part of the 4th best in the State mixed 4x400m relay team. YAYAY! However, i cannot tell you how many teams because... YEAH!! If you do know... SHUT UP!! Oh well... we were one place of a medal! Not bad for first-timers!

Ok i think this entry is long enough! And i don't have more to write (other than me spasmoing about my very asian parents). Paalam (Filipino)

cc'z [love to my nightdreamer]